Forever my heart alone will be.

Once upon a time, In a fairy tale along time ago,
And that is were that ended.
Be strong now, because things will get better,
It might be stormy now but, it can not rain forever.

The things I can change I will do my best,
For I am only human just like the rest.
The things I can not, No Worries for me,
For those are the "wants" that will never be.

How do you know when it is truly love?
When your heart skips a beat,
And the words you want to say just seem to walk away.
How do you know when it is time to say good bye?
When it is all about the other,
And the shimmer has no color.

The air that surrounds me suffocates me with rage,
My heart is there, so dark and broken, it can only be caged.

Looking back I realize,
I was never ever meant to stay,
But what hurts the most is that you wanted it that way.

Life is a constant change.
The rocks it throws,
The storms it blows,
And the smile on a face of someone you know.

With a blink of an eye.
The storms stop blowing,
And the face stops glowing.
Forever my heart alone will be,
I have no doubt, This Is What I See.

The path I'm walking,
I must walk alone.

Forever my heart alone will be, I have no doubt, This Is What I See.


Melissa Hall
04\20\2010

Painfully Beautiful

When you look at me,
A smile is all you see.

A genuine smile,
And a kind heart underneath.

But When you look at me, and the smile is all you see,
Question yourself about what is really underneath.

The pain is there, it comes and goes,
Almost like the wind when it starts to blow.

The hurricane is coming, I don’t know when.
All I have felt so far are small storms and wind.

The time is coming and it will not be long,
Just a gut feeling that is so so strong.

The pain is so strong you could not understand,
But with God’s grace, I WILL STAND.

The painfully beautiful smile that you see,
Will always be,


Just ME.


Melissa Hall
02/2009