It has been three years today and I don't think it gets any better. This day will always be the day I will hide from the world and I hope the world will hide from me. I wrote this two years ago on the one year anniversary of my late husbands death. Married 21 wonderful years. Gone, but never forgotten.
RIP Steven Thomas Hall. Loved by One, and Loved by all.
A Lonely Anniversary
The time is coming soon for me to re-live the tragedy I have hidden deep in my soul.
This year the roads have all been mountains so high I could not see my way.
The sun not as bright or hot as it was before , and the winter even colder.
The pictures I had for my future are scattered with blood.
The things I thought would be hard were easy, but the things I thought easy..to hard to handle.
The smiling faces of the old family portraits I can’t even put on the wall.
My head cries why, while my heart knows not to ask.
The days have been longer this year, it is the nights that keep me awake.
The dreams I don’t want to have and the memories I can’t forget.
I look at my children and see his face, the man that took my heart so many years ago, and wonder where he went.
I alone will be at this anniversary
Only Me
Only Myself
Only I
Melissa Hall
01/2009
RIP Steve I will always love and miss you!
The back of the headstone.
Front of headstone.
My two wonderful children.
