I guess I’m writing again. In a way it’s a form of relaxation and a form of release, but then there is the truth that lies beneath.
I’m lost
I’m lost in the middle of nothingness,
Too much work not enough play
No conversation and the connection drifts away,
But the song comes on and my heart starts to beat.
My blood starts to pump and I know what I need.
I need a single touch
I need to move my feet
I really need to feel my heartbeat.
Another day comes
And it’s just like the last
I feel invisible
Just like clear glass.
I try not to get in my own way
But no one listens to a single thing I say.
How invisible can someone be?
Melissa Hall aka Devilynmee Mee
1/14/2025